In all honesty I’ve felt pretty overwhelmed lately.
I have roughly 4 weeks till I set off and I still have an endless amount of things I should get done. As much as it stresses me, I think I have to accept the fact, that there will be a great number of them that I simply won’t be able to do.
I don’t really have ‘cool off’ days, when I’d be free to completely let myself breather, there are always things on the to-do list. That results in my productivity level being lower and lower in my opinion.
While I’m trying to tackle my biggest monster – boxing up all my clutter, and trashing as many things as I’m emotionally able to, I’m totally unable to create art or finish my portfolio website as I think I should. There are many art-related things I wanted to get done before I set off, but juggling 2 jobs, taking on extra quests, trying to help everyone with everything is definitely not playing in my favor.
I have to learn how to say no, so that I’m not completely flooded with tasks, not to procrastinate with other people’s quests instead of mine.
I have to learn how to actually stick to the lists I create, make progress and then be content with what I achieved and give myself not only credit but breathing time to recharge for the next battle.
Wish me luck to win against myself! 🙂